Ever felt like there was nothing you could do?

Like no matter how hard you try, the happiness you want was still just out of reach.

Like you knew what you needed to do, but everything leading to it still tore your heart apart.

Like maybe, just maybe you were just making things worse.

Like maybe you were the problem.

Mom would know what to do, Sis would know what to do. But me? I never know what to do, I can never see things through right, I always make a mistake somewhere

She made a mistake, and became a statue.

She made a mistake, and her sister slipped through her fingers.

She made a mistake, and the world came tumbling down.

She made a mistake, and her sister was undone.

She made a mistake, and now that sister didn't even remember who she was.

Why was someone like me the one to keep my memories? There were a million better options right? Lighting... Lumina... everyone else... I just keep messing up, again and again

You could forget to, you know, If you just...

.............

..........

..............

No... not now... at the least not... yet...

Little Claire tried to poke, a few times to the almost mute zombie that was her older sister. To see what was wrong.

How do you explain that anyway? 'Oh she just forgot us that's all'

Let it all go, you can be free~ so free

She leaned against a wall, just outside the Dragonblades headquarters. Claire, the smaller Claire that is-was at school, but Serah herself couldn't teach today. Not just because of everything going on, mentally she was of no use to teach anyone, anything.

Would probably just mess it up anyway, like everything else

She sighed, put a hand to her face as she wiped away another tear, they were coming pretty frequently now. What kind of Guardian was she that the person she was supposed to be protecting already forgot her? Claire protected her all her life. As she grew up, As her soul slumbered... everywhere, every time. But the first time she needed that protection in turn....

She slumped back against the wall, rubbing her arm as she looked up to he sky, her face wet at this point from her crying.

What kind of useless... pathetic person can't even keep there sister safe?

"Maybe... maybe..."

Yes


"Would she be better off without me....? without me just making things... worse and worse..."

Yes

She eyed Lighting's knife in her hands... and the tears flowed free once more.

Were an army of us

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