Final Fantasy IX
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Post by Kuja on Oct 8, 2018 19:08:41 GMT -6
[attr="class","oneword1"] [attr="class","fromyou1"]@dust2 He's being weirdly real with Vivi right now Why should the world exist without me? As expected, the mage protested. Quite loudly at that. ”Zidane's not dumb!” it cried, and Kuja couldn’t help but roll his eyes. The mage went on about other righteous values in a heroic speech that might have come straight out of some children’s fable. Something about the intrinsic value of caring and love and friendship. It was all Kuja could do not to start laughing right then and there.
The mage was a child. It knew nothing about the nature of life.
"How do you think people remember you?" the mage shouted, and Kuja stilled just a little. ”I bet you don't even care. You don't care about anyone else's feelings at all."
”No,” Kuja said. ”I don’t.” He turned his back on the mage and took a few steps to admire his own magical flame, flickering in its holder on the wall. His tail gave a rough swish beneath its shroud. ”Do you think I’m unaware as to what was said of me? I was abhorred long before I ever laid siege to Alexandria. You saw how that grotesque elephant woman thought to thank me for my loyal service to her ambitions.” His lips twisted into a bitter smirk. ”And might I say that if her reputation ever brightens while mine remains sullied then that is nothing but the most egregious of hypocrisy.”
He turned again but didn’t look at the mage. No, instead he considered the ceiling and the hair that he shoved roughly over his shoulder. ”Why should I care at all about the opinions of people like that? Of Gaians...” Kuja paused on the word -- twisted with his own bitter disdain. Was this too much? Too personal? His fingers clenched and he felt the familiar bite of his nails into his palm. No. If the mage truly knew him (There was that terrible vulnerability again! How he longed to rid himself of it!) then there was no point in hiding his thoughts. There was no reason to show restraint now. ”They were all fated to die, and by my hand at that! The days of that planet were always numbered, and not a single soul knew it but me!” His tail lashed again. He cursed it.
Kuja’s lips pursed as he shut down the flare of emotion that had blazed in his eyes. No. This was a waste of his time.
”But I suppose the real question…” he started slowly. ”Is what to do with you.” His eyes landed on the mage again. On Vivi. He’d heard Zidane say that name before, hadn’t he? ”I can’t have you running about telling this world that I’m a war criminal, now can I?” His lip twitched with a smirk. ”So what does that leave?”
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Post by Deleted on Oct 9, 2018 21:52:57 GMT -6
If scars could go away What would your body say
Vivi gulped. No matter how long Kuja stood and talked to him, pacing about the small little room, Vivi was expecting for the niceties to end and for him to be the victim of Kuja's wrath again. He knew better than to speak to the fact that Dagger's mom had had a big funeral and most of the kingdom had been in grieving. Vivi had felt bad for Dagger for losing her mom, but he could not really understand why people liked such a bad person. Could the good things that someone did in their life outweigh all the bad?
"Aren't you lonely though?" The question came fast prompted by Kuja's insistence that he didn't care about anyone's opinion on him. Vivi knew all about loneliness. He'd been lonely since he had awoken in the this strange new land. He really didn't know what to do with himself with a familiar smile or words of encouragement. Vivi knew they would want him to be strong on his own, but it was hard. He felt proud of himself for looking for them, but he had just been wandering and wandering trying to fill the void that had opened inside of him. He wondered if Kuja felt that same void tugging at him.
Vivi tensed as Kuja asked what was to be done with him. This was what he had been worrying about. The fact that Kuja seemed to find everyone but himself dispensable. Vivi thought and thought his mind racing a mile a minute. What did he have to offer Kuja, that the mage couldn't do or didn't have already? "I can....I can...." he tried to figure out his words but they stuttered together in fear, "I can tell you more when you're ready. It's probably really scary not remembering things," It was his only defense he though. Wasn't that the reason he hadn't left Vivi to die in the woods after he had been so careless and stupid with his spell casting. He looked up at Kuja his little hands wringing themselves together. Would that be enough for Kuja to at least spare him for now? WORDS: 356 | TAGGED: Kuja
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Final Fantasy IX
Peace is but a shadow of death, desperate to forget its painful past. |
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Post by Kuja on Oct 10, 2018 7:31:22 GMT -6
[attr="class","oneword1"] [attr="class","fromyou1"]@dust2 What? Me? With human feelings? ABSURD Why should the world exist without me? ”Aren’t you lonely though?”
Kuja tensed and gave the mage a sharp look. It looked back at him with a strange kind of sorrowful naivete, and Kuja gave a hollow laugh in return. Lonely? ”Is that what you think of me?” His smirk was bitter. Mocking. ”That I’m but a sad man, driven by loneliness?” He laughed again at the thought before suddenly going still. ”No.” He looked the mage over again, wondering briefly if his more casual demeanor had garnered undue sympathy from the creature. Absurd. ”Everything I did, I did because I wanted to. You know quite well what I’m capable of.”
Murder for one. Genocide for another. He stretched out his fingers and watched a spark of magic dance between his polished nails. One would think that if he’d had a spark of human empathy, it would have stayed his hand. Him? Lonely? The thought was nothing short of laughable.
To his great pleasure, the mention of the mage’s inevitable disposal brought the creature to squirm. ”I can...I can…” It’s sputtering was like the desperate flailings of a drowning man. ”I can tell you more when you're ready.” The black mage fidgeted nervously. ”It's probably really scary not remembering things.”
”I’m not scared.” The sneer came sharp and biting, curling at the edges of his lips. Kuja recrossed his arms irritably. ”I’m curious, that’s all. Even if it makes my head pound.” He scowled and touched lightly at his temple. There was pressure there and a dull ache the way it always was when he tried to remember. ”Knowledge leads to strength and strength leads to power.” It was like a mantra -- the cycle of control. Kuja turned from the mage, considering the wall instead. ”Ignorance begets weakness.”
But what was he to do with the mage? Kuja glanced at him over his shoulder -- a compact, waddling puppet made of magic and the dregs of souls. Its over-large hands were fiddling nervously, its boots kicking like a child’s at the ground. It didn’t matter. Kuja had killed children before, but still…
”Do what you will.” Kuja threw up a dismissive hand at the mage. He tilted his head almost carelessly to the side. ”It hardly matters to me. I’ll learn the rest from you in time, and it’s not like you can leave here.” He smirked at the thought. ”We happen to be directly in the center of a desert that makes the Kiera look hospitable. I wouldn’t recommend trying to escape unless you wish to die among the sands. I can assure you, your body would break down long before you ever reached the desert’s edge. And I haven’t left any airships lying around for you to follow me in either.” Kuja smirked. Part of him wondered if Zidane had really thought him so stupid as to grant them such an obvious path to victory. Not a single one of them had questioned the sheer convenience of it all.
”Stay out of my sight and don’t harass my dragon. She won’t listen to you and she’s developed a taste for defective mages.” He turned and started towards the door, raising a hand to dispel its magic before continuing on.
He stopped, intending to construct the barrier behind him before his eyes fell on the mage again with its gleaming eyes and trembling frame. Kuja’s eyes narrowed before he lowered his hand and sighed, throwing back his hair as he shot the mage a wry smile. ”Be a good little prisoner and keep to yourself, won’t you? Or perhaps I’ll change my mind.” He left without locking the door. There was nothing the mage could do here, after all, and there was no escape.
The puppet would fall in line or it would die. There was nothing else to it but that.
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